Ishwar Murt hai ya Amurt?: One Ordinary Day with One Extra-Ordinary Question (Part I)

Date: Saturday, 24 August, 2024

Time: Morning 7:30 AM 

The Song of Murari begins

Śrīkr̥ṣṇa Murārī Gadāpadmadhārī
Madhuban-chārī Giridhārī Tribhuvan-bihārī.
Līlā-vilāsī Golakavāsī
Rādhā Tulasī Prema-piyāsī
Mahā Virāṭ Viṣṇu Bhū-bhāra Haraṇakārī.
Nava-nīrada-kānti-śyām
Cira Kiśora Abhirām
Rasaghana-ānanda-rūpa Mādhava Banovārī.

The day felt special as I cleaned my room for Janmashtami, the festival celebrating Lord Krishna’s birth, awaiting to come two days later. The sunlight streamed through the curtains, warm and golden, while a devotional song by Nazrul Islam played softly in the background:

"Shri Krishna Murari, Gada-Padma-Dhari,
Madhuban-Chari, Giridhari, Tribhuvan-Bihari..."

The melody filled the air, creating a calm and loving atmosphere. I was sorting through old clothes and accessories—some to donate, others to throw away. My cupboard was full of memories: schoolbooks, trinkets, and forgotten corners of my life.

As I flipped through an old organic chemistry book—one of my least favorite subjects that I never comprehended properly—something slipped out and fell to the floor. It was a small, worn envelope. My heart skipped a beat as I picked it up and unfolded the paper inside.

It was a love letter I had written long ago, my very first. I had poured my heart into it, only for it to be rejected. Still, it was a piece of my younger self, a reminder of those tender, clumsy feelings of first love. But as I reread it, I realized the last page was missing.

I sat there, holding the incomplete letter, a mix of emotions stirring within me. Love, I thought, is often like this—uncertain, unfinished, and hard to define, just like the term "amorphous" from my chemistry lessons.

What is love, really? Is it just strong feelings, excitement, or promises? No, it’s more than that. True love is selfless. It asks for nothing and finds joy in the happiness of the other.

As I sat lost in thought, the song in the background continued. It spoke of Krishna as Murari, the one who defeated the demon Mura. The name felt meaningful—Mura represents the rigid, defined world, while Krishna, as A-murta, is abstract and infinite, like love itself.

I gazed into the distance, where the clouds kissed the peaks of the mountains. My eyes were fixed on that union of earth and sky, as though an unseen force, a magnetic pull, was drawing me in. Time moved on, steady and unchanging, but within me, there was stillness—a peculiar, almost sacred stillness. It felt as if this moment hung suspended in the depths of an eternal void.

I my today’s visit to a serene hill station in North Bengal, I have found myself reconnecting with cherished memories. My grandparents’ apartment, left empty, nestled amidst lush greenery, had been my childhood retreat. It was also the town where I spent three transformative teenage years, my days filled with youthful dreams and unspoken emotions. Returning after so many years, I was overwhelmed by nostalgia as I cleaned the familiar rooms, preparing to spend my holidays there. Each corner whispered echoes of the past, blending seamlessly with the present—a poignant reminder of time’s passage and the enduring beauty of love’s amorphous essence.

Passersby moved along, their footsteps dissolving into the mist, their presence fading into the unseen. Yet, I remained unmoving, though deep within me, emotions swirled like a storm. It was as if I were immersed in a profound mystery, waiting for something unknown. What was I waiting for? I did not know. Perhaps it was the faint, distant glow of an indistinct light, calling me.

Love—what is it? A concept described in countless poems, songs, and stories. But in that quiet moment, as the horizon blurred into an ethereal expanse, I realized something. Love is formless. It has no shape, no boundaries. It is un-embodied, bodiless, incorporeal—an abstract essence that cannot be touched or measured, yet is deeply felt.

Love is like the union of clouds and mountains at the horizon, where nothing is definite, but everything is connected. It exists not in what is seen or held but in what is sensed—in the spaces between words, in the silence of shared moments, in the gentle pull of an unseen force.  True love is far more than fleeting emotions or promises—it is selfless, boundless, and demands no conditions. It finds joy in the happiness of the beloved. With time, love’s colors deepen, enriched by patience, understanding, respect, and trust. True love endures sadness, sickness, and hardship, offering comfort and solace in its steadfast presence. It is not confined to two individuals but flows outward, touching family, friends, society, and humanity. Like the horizon where clouds meet mountains, love is an invisible force that connects hearts beyond words and form. Celebrated endlessly in poems and tales, true love transcends passion and commitment. It is selfless giving, where joy lies in the joy of others. 

Now, suddenly my flow of emotions lost in thoughts broke and the missing page haunted me. I needed to know what my younger self had written. Frustrated, I turned my room upside down, scattering books and belongings everywhere.

Then, in a forgotten corner of my cupboard, I found a little book from my childhood: "My Little Krishna Book." I opened it, smiling at the simple stories and colorful drawings I used to love.

One chapter caught my attention. It told the story of Krishna defeating Mura demon. The book explained that Krishna, as Murari, represents the formless and endless—the opposite of the rigid and defined.

And there, tucked inside the book, was the missing page of my letter. My heart swelled as I read it, finally completing the words I had written so long ago.

With the letter in my hands, everything began to make sense. The song, the name Murari, the abstract nature of love—it all came together like pieces of a puzzle.

Love, I realized, is like Krishna. It’s not always clear or simple, but it’s infinite and beautiful. It transforms ordinary moments into something divine.

As the song played on, its words seemed to echo my thoughts:

♫♪♪"Shri Krishna Murari, Gada-Padma-Dhari..." ♫♪♪

I smiled, feeling a quiet peace settle over me. Love, like Krishna, is eternal—not perfect, but always meaningful.

The Oneness of Brahman: A Universal Catalyst

As I held the letter, my thoughts wandered like free radicals in search of stability, drawn toward a deeper question: Which deity should I worship to truly know the divine? It was a query as intricate as the molecular structures in my old organic chemistry book—complex, layered, and waiting to be unraveled.

The answer, however, lay not in reaction mechanisms or empirical formulas but in the wisdom of the ancients:

"Brahma khalvidam sarvam"—Brahman is everywhere, in all things.

The simplicity of this truth was like a perfectly balanced equation. In a world bustling with reactions and distractions, it was a reminder of equilibrium—where everything returns to its source, its Brahmanic state of unity.

I recalled my recent readings of the Maitrayani Upanishad, particularly the fourth chapter, where Prajapati Kratu explains to the Balakhilya Rishis that all forms are but expressions of Brahman. The Rishis, much like seekers of a universal solvent, ask which deity they should worship to attain the divine. Prajapati answers with profound elegance: "Worship the form that resonates with you, for every form is Brahman. The universe itself is pervaded by this one truth."

In that moment, a realization struck me. Just as carbon, the backbone of organic chemistry, is omnipresent in the molecular structures of life, so too is Brahman the fundamental essence of existence. Whether it manifests as Krishna, Shiva, or any other deity, it is the same divine substance, rearranged into forms we can perceive and love.

This truth brought a new perspective to the idea of love. Love, like Brahman, is formless yet finds expression in countless forms—each unique, each beautiful. It is the shared electrons in a covalent bond, uniting hearts without losing individuality.

The missing page of my letter was a fragment, much like an incomplete reaction. The story of Krishna slaying Mura, his name "Murari" meaning "slayer of form," suddenly felt like an allegory for love's abstraction. Krishna embodies the amorphous, the ungraspable, just as love cannot be confined to definitions or equations. The understanding in the Upanishad mirrored the pathways of a complex synthesis. Each choice of worship of me became akin to selecting a reagent. Whether I choose Krishna as Murari, Shiva as Nataraja, or any other form, the reaction leads to the same product: unity with Brahman.

A Full Circle: Love as an Eternal Chain Reaction

Time: Morning, 10 AM

Who knew that today is that particular date when many of my clarifications and doubts will be cleared!  As the devotional song faded, I looked at the horizon where clouds kissed the peaks of the mountains. The union felt like a metaphor for the fusion of the material and the divine. Love, like organic molecules, is shaped by bonds—some weak, some strong—but its essence remains unchanged. In that stillness, I felt like an observer at the culmination of a perfect reaction—a moment where every element aligned, and the solution crystallized into clarity. Love, Brahman, the missing page, and the wisdom of the Upanishads—all coalesced into a singular understanding:

The divine is both infinite and intimate, abstract and tangible, formless yet present in every form we cherish.

With a smile, I closed the book on both organic chemistry and doubt. After all, isn’t life itself a series of beautiful, unending reactions seeking equilibrium?

I stood by the window, the rustling of leaves barely audible over the quiet hum of the night. A temple loomed in the distance, in another hill- its spire piercing the sky, a silent sentinel watching over the town. It had been a strange compulsion, almost a pull, that made me pause at the window from last night. I couldn’t explain it, but my thoughts wandered, guided by something deeper, something I couldn’t quite name.

The temple was not merely a building of bricks and mortar—it was an embodiment of countless stories, whispered prayers, and the essence of devotion. It seemed to hold within it a repository of faith, as if the very structure had absorbed the cries, hopes, and gratitude of generations.

“Why do temples matter?” The question seemed to echo in my mind, as though the stillness of the night demanded an answer. Were these sanctuaries truly the dwelling places of God, or were they mirrors reflecting the deepest recesses of human consciousness?

This temple today, as if stood as a paradox—a place where the infinite met the finite. The deity within, carved from stone or metal, seemed nothing but a symbol. This made me wonder about the whispers of the townsfolk. “That temple deity grants wishes,” they often said. People traveled from distant lands, seeking solace, healing, or a resolution to their troubles. Was it the deity within, or was it their collective faith that worked the miracles?

“Faith,” I whispered to myself, staring at the glowing spire. The temple I gazed upon had its own story. Centuries ago, a wandering saint had meditated there, his austerities turning the barren hill into a beacon of spiritual energy. Over time, the shrine was built, and the community gathered around it. The temple wasn’t just a place of worship—it was a living, breathing center of collective consciousness or in other words a mini-“tirtha” or holy place. Wish I could encounter that holy personality- the sadhu who made this another tirtha!

And as the breeze carried the distant sound of a temple bell, I felt a quiet resolve. Perhaps, tomorrow, I would definitely step beyond this window and walk to that temple, not just to seek but to surrender—to find within myself the reflection of the divine I gazed upon tonight.

Time: Morning 11:30 AM 

Threshold of the Divine: A Journey from Resonance to Reverence

However, quite surprisingly, I found myself standing at the threshold of the temple gates on that very day, the morning sun casting long shadows over the stone steps. Funy indeed!

A gust of wind carried a torn piece of paper from my old organic chemistry copy, fluttering to the ground behind me—it was an unsolved equation: 'C6H6↔two resonance structures that show a duality between fixed forms and delocalized electrons, symbolizing a dynamic interplay of formlessness and form, mirroring the question echoing in my mind—whether God is formless or with form. The air felt different here, charged with an energy I couldn’t explain but could certainly feel. As I took my first step inside, a sense of calm washed over me, settling the swirling thoughts in my mind. It was as though the very air held its breath, waiting, offering a space of quiet and reverence.

I walked slowly, the path lined with ancient trees, their branches bending as if in deep contemplation. The scent of incense filled the air, mingling with the earthy fragrance of the ground beneath my feet. I passed a group of pilgrims, their faces illuminated with a sense of peace, their hands clasped in prayer as they moved toward the sanctum. The sound of murmured prayers blended with the faint chime of bells from the temple tower, a constant reminder of the presence of something greater than oneself.

I knelt before the deity, my hands pressed together in silent prayer. What was it I sought here? Healing? Answers? Or perhaps simply the courage to sit in the quiet and listen? I wasn't sure. But as I closed my eyes, I felt a presence that was neither distant nor separate but entwined with the very fabric of my being.

A voice, soft yet unmistakable, seemed to echo from within. "Look not outside, for everything you seek resides within you. The temple is not a place to find God, but a space to remember the divinity that already resides in your heart."

I opened my eyes, and the idol before me was no longer just a statue. It mirrored my inner journey, reminding me that divinity isn’t confined to temples, but lives in every breath, thought, and action. The temple's walls were not its boundary but a space to connect with the infinite.

Rising, I felt lighter, as though something within me had shifted or simply been acknowledged. The temple was no longer separate; it was a part of me, a reflection of the ever-present truth within.

As I stepped outside, the temple bell rang, pure and clear, resonating through me. It seemed to remind me: We are all part of the temple, and the temple is within us.

I found myself walking through the narrow streets of a bustling market, the sounds of merchants calling out their wares, the clinking of coins, and the chatter of people in a myriad of languages. It felt like a world so far removed from the peaceful reverence I had just left, yet somehow connected by the same thread of life.

Time: Afternoon 1:15 PM

Threads of Transformation: Finding Divinity in the Everyday

I stopped at a small stall where a woman was selling intricate handwoven scarves, her eyes gleaming as she told me the story behind each design. She spoke of how each pattern was inspired by nature, by the changing seasons, by the rhythm of the earth. She described how her hands wove the stories of her ancestors into the fabric, how each scarf held a piece of her soul.

It made me pause. It was a stark contrast to the stillness of the temple, but in a strange way, it felt connected. The woman was weaving the same divine energy into her work, creating something beautiful from the threads of her existence. The temple had shown me the stillness within, but this woman, with her vibrant energy, showed me how that stillness can be expressed in action.

Me: "Hey, these scarves are stunning. The patterns feel so alive, like they’re telling a story."

Woman: [Smiling warmly] "That’s exactly what they do. Every thread carries a story—of nature, of seasons, of life itself. These designs are inspired by the rhythm of the earth, the way the wind moves through the trees or how the sun kisses the mountains."

Me: "That’s incredible. It’s like you’re weaving the world into fabric."

Woman: "It’s more than just weaving. It’s a way of honoring the stories of my ancestors. Their struggles, their joys—all of it finds a home in these scarves. In every piece I make, I pour a part of my soul… and of course those ganikas- who once used to serve this temple"

Me: "It reminds me of what I learned earlier today at the temple—the importance of transformation and surrender. It’s not just about stillness; it’s about expressing that stillness through action, isn’t it?"

Woman: "Exactly. The divine isn’t just in the quiet moments of prayer. It’s in the work we do with our hands, in the love we put into our creations. This scarf, for example—its patterns come from a dream I had of the monsoon clouds rolling over the hills. I woke up and started weaving it that very morning."

Me: [Holding up the scarf] "So, this scarf isn’t just fabric—it’s a memory, a moment, a piece of life transformed into art. It feels connected to something greater."

Woman: "It is. Just like the soil used in Durga idols—transforming something seen as impure into a symbol of the divine. Life is all about transformation, isn’t it? Taking what’s raw and imperfect and turning it into something sacred."

Me: [Reflecting] "It’s amazing how everything—be it a temple, a scarf, or even the soil—can carry that same divine energy. Thank you for sharing this with me. I’ll cherish this scarf, not just for its beauty but for the reminder it brings."

Woman: [With a gentle smile] "May it remind you that divinity is in every moment and every action. Wear it with love."

Me: "It’s fascinating how your work and the temple's teachings seem so intertwined. Earlier, I heard a priest explain why soil from a brothel is used in making Durga idols and how seemingly incompatible elements can come together to create something divine."

Woman: [Nodding thoughtfully] "Yes, I’ve heard that too. It’s a powerful reminder that transformation is at the heart of everything. The soil isn’t just soil—it’s a symbol of life’s imperfections, redeemed through devotion and creativity. It’s the same with weaving. The threads by themselves are nothing, but when woven together with intention, they become something beautiful."

Me: "It’s like your scarves—they’re more than just fabric. They’re stories, emotions, even a kind of prayer. When I hold this scarf, it feels like it carries a piece of your journey."

Woman: “Exactly. It’s easy to focus on the surface—the labels of purity and impurity—but transformation happens beneath that. It’s like alchemy, or even weaving. You start with raw threads, colors that might not make sense on their own, and you create something whole, something meaningful. The soil, the idol, the craft—it’s all connected to the same truth.”

Me: “And it’s such a universal truth, isn’t it? The idea of transformation through what seems incompatible. Yes, your ganikas- they weren’t just courtesans; they were artists, intellectuals, and catalysts for emotional healing. They transformed desire into something meaningful, much like the soil transforms into the idol.”

Woman: [Nods in agreement] “Yes, and they understood the human condition deeply—emotions, desires, pain. People came to them not just for physical companionship but for emotional solace, for understanding. Their lives were complex, balancing vulnerability with immense strength. In a way, they held society together in the shadows, like unseen threads in a tapestry. Their profession, like creation, is an act of giving. It’s not about perfection but about pouring yourself into something without holding back. Even if the world sees flaws, there’s beauty in the effort, the intention."”

Me: “It’s fascinating how they acted as societal catalysts, maintaining balance without disrupting the structure. My grandfather once said something similar about the joint family system—how it’s romanticized, but in reality, it was full of its own struggles. Yet, like the ganikas, it offered opportunities for connection and growth, even if imperfect.”

Woman: [Laughs softly] “He sounds like someone who didn’t shy away from questioning traditions.”

Me: “Oh, not at all. He believed in exploring the deeper layers of wisdom, even in misunderstood traditions. He often said that people miss the essence of stories and practices because they focus too much on the surface. Like the story of Durga—it’s not just about slaying a demon; it’s a metaphor for inner strength and transformation. The demon isn’t an external enemy—it’s the challenges within us, the impurities we must transform.”

Woman: “That’s beautiful. It makes you wonder how much wisdom we overlook because we’re too quick to judge, doesn’t it? The ganikas, the soil from the brothel, even the old family systems—they all have something to teach us if we’re willing to look deeper.”

Me: [Reflecting] “And it’s not just about looking deeper; it’s about connecting the dots between the mundane and the divine. Just like the scarf in my hand—it’s a blend of colors, materials, and stories. If I wear it, I’ll carry this conversation, the temple’s lessons, and the wisdom of the market with me.”

Woman: [Smiling warmly] "And a piece of yours now, too. Every person who buys a scarf adds their own story to it. That’s the beauty of creating something—it doesn’t end with the maker. It lives on, transformed by each person it touches."

Me: "It’s such a profound thought, how creation can connect people across time and space. It reminds me of something I learned in my teenage years—a concept of love that is formless, like an amorphous idea. Love and creation seem to have that in common—they transcend boundaries and definitions."

Woman: [With a gentle smile] "May it guide you to see the divine in every thread of existence. And may your journey be as colorful and vibrant as this scarf."

Me: “You know, the more I think about it, the more I see how these ideas echo in our everyday lives. The soil from the brothel, the ganikas, the joint family system—at first glance, they all seem unrelated. But when you step back, they form a pattern, like pieces of a larger puzzle.”

Elderly Shopkeeper from the adjacent shop: [Pausing from folding a sari] “Yahhh… You’re right, beta. Life is full of patterns—some visible, others hidden. The soil and the ganikas, they teach us that nothing is ever truly impure. Everything has its place and purpose in the grand design.”

Me: “Exactly! Even the idea of impurity is so relative. The priest at the temple explained it so beautifully—how the ‘impure’ soil is not a hindrance but a crucial element in creating the divine idol. It’s a process of transformation, like how fire refines gold or how a seed buried in dirt grows into a tree.”

Shopkeeper: [Nods slowly] “In our rush to judge, we often forget that transformation requires contrast. Without the night, how will you appreciate the day? Without struggle, how will you grow? Even the ganikas knew this—they weren’t just living for themselves. Their lives, though shrouded in secrecy, played a role in maintaining balance in society.”

Me: “And it wasn’t just about their profession, was it? It was about their wisdom. They understood human emotions better than anyone. They were like mirrors, reflecting the desires, pain, and loneliness of others, while offering solace and understanding.”

Shopkeeper: [Smiling faintly] “True wisdom often comes from those on the margins, from those who have seen life’s extremes. The ganikas were no exception. They turned what society deemed shameful into an art of compassion, much like a sculptor carves beauty from stone.”

Me: “And this isn’t just an ancient idea. Look at how modern society functions. People still seek connection, understanding, and emotional refuge, often in unexpected places. It’s just that the labels have changed. We’ve replaced ganikas with therapists or influencers, but the need remains the same.”

Shopkeeper: [Chuckling softly] “A different wrapping for the same gift. And speaking of wrapping, this scarf you’re holding—it’s made by women who weave their stories into the threads. They face their struggles, but their hands don’t stop creating. Every knot, every color has a tale to tell.”

Me: [Leaving the shops, walking towards more crowd and Holding up the scarf] “Then this scarf is more than just fabric. It’s a symbol of resilience, transformation, and connection, isn’t it? Much like the soil in the Durga idol. Wisdom comes in cycles, like the seasons. What we lose, we find again in a new form. The joint family taught us about community, and now smaller families are teaching us independence. Both are part of the same dance of life.”

Time: 3:10 PM, Afternoon

Next my eyes stopped at another shop. The stall was filled with ancient artifacts, but what drew me in was a small, intricately carved stone—a smooth black stone that seemed to pulse with an energy I couldn’t place. I picked it up, and the moment my fingers touched its surface, I was overwhelmed with a vision—a flash of the temple, but it was different now. The walls of the temple shimmered with golden light, and in the center, an image of the woman who had sold me the scarf appeared, surrounded by swirling energies that intertwined with the very fabric of the air.

The stall owner, a man with deep-set eyes and a knowing smile, observed my reaction. "It’s a relic from the old temple," he said softly, his voice carrying an eerie calmness. "Not all temples are built from stone and prayer. Some exist in layers, hidden beneath the surface of what we see. This stone is a bridge, connecting you to the deeper truth of the divine.”

I stared at the stone, feeling a shiver run down my spine. “What do you mean? How is this... connected?”

His smile deepened, and he leaned closer. "The scarf you bought earlier isn’t just a piece of cloth. It’s a part of an ancient weaving technique that once channeled the very essence of the temple. It was made to guide you. You were meant to find this stone. The temple is not just a place of worship—it’s a living entity, and it can be found in many forms, many lives."

The man’s words echoed in my mind as I left the stall, the stone now resting in my hand. 

In Western society, the traditional bonds of marriage are dissolving, and family structures are breaking down. It’s as if society is constantly changing partners, never allowing the reaction to stabilize. In this chaos, the need for a ganika-like presence becomes clearer—someone who helps channel and direct the energies of desire to avoid the destabilizing effects of unrestrained passion. Without such a stabilizing force, men and women might act on desires that disrupt their roles within the family, like an unregulated chemical process that leads to unintended, harmful consequences. The ganika, in this sense, was not just a participant in a societal reaction but a key factor in preventing the destabilization of family and community. It was a necessary “element” in the broader chemistry of society.

As I walked away from the shops, the scarf in my hand felt heavier, not with weight but with meaning. Every thread seemed alive with stories—of the soil that becomes divine, of the ganikas who transform desire, of families that teach balance. The market’s chaos wasn’t just noise anymore; it was a symphony of contrasts, a reminder that life’s impurities aren’t flaws but opportunities for transformation. The divine doesn’t just sit in temples or idols—it moves through the crowd, weaves itself into scarves, and whispers through the stories of those who dare to see beyond the surface.

In reflecting upon this, I began to realize that the balance between family systems and self-independence is not just a modern dilemma but something deeply understood by ancient Indians. In Indian tradition, the family has always been regarded as a cornerstone of societal stability. Texts like the Manusmriti and stories from the Mahabharata and Ramayana often emphasize the role of the family in nurturing virtues, guiding individuals, and fostering social harmony. The family system, with its hierarchical structure, ensured that responsibilities were distributed, children were cared for, and the elderly were respected. This collective approach created a sense of security and belonging, promoting interdependence that allowed individuals to thrive as part of a larger whole. However, ancient Indian thought also recognized the importance of self-independence. The ashrama dharma—the four stages of life—explicitly highlighted that while the grihastha (householder) phase focused on familial duties, the vanaprastha (retirement to the forest) and sannyasa (renunciation) stages encouraged individuals to seek spiritual liberation and self-discovery. Saints, sages, and even rulers were celebrated for stepping away from worldly attachments to focus on personal growth and higher truths. This balance between collective responsibility and individual freedom ensured that neither the family system nor self-independence became overly dominant.

Today, we find ourselves swinging between two extremes. On one hand, there is the overly rigid family system that can stifle individuality and enforce conformity at the expense of personal dreams. On the other hand, there is the extreme emphasis on self-independence, where "doing whatever I wish" becomes the mantra, often leading to isolation, lack of meaningful relationships, and a fragmented society. Both approaches have their own set of positives and negatives. The tightly knit family system offers security, emotional support, and a sense of belonging. It creates an environment where values are passed down through generations, and mutual care becomes a way of life. However, when taken to the extreme, it can suppress individual aspirations, breed resentment, and create unhealthy dependency. Traditional joint families often imposed expectations that stifled creativity or forced individuals into roles that didn’t align with their true selves.

On the other hand, extreme self-independence fosters creativity, freedom, and the opportunity to explore one’s potential. It allows individuals to break away from societal norms and pursue paths less traveled. But when it becomes an unchecked pursuit of personal desires, it can lead to loneliness, disconnection, and a weakening of social bonds. Without the grounding force of family or community, life can become self-centered, leaving little room for collective growth.

Our ancestors understood the need to balance these two aspects. They valued the family system as a training ground for virtues like compassion, patience, and responsibility, while also encouraging periods of solitude and introspection. The great epics remind us that even heroes like Arjuna, who performed their familial and societal duties, were also guided by their inner quests for self-realization.In our modern context, we must embrace this dual wisdom. Family and self-independence are not opposites but complementary forces. The family should provide a foundation of love and support, enabling individuals to explore their unique paths without guilt or fear. At the same time, self-independence should be exercised responsibly, recognizing that personal freedom doesn’t mean disregarding one’s obligations to loved ones or society.

Today, further, I realize another important thing- how deeply misconceptions have been ingrained in us about Hindu culture, particularly idol worship, through mainstream Bollywood narratives. Bollywood often portrays idol worshippers as unintelligent, superstitious, or irrelevant, reducing centuries of profound spiritual tradition to caricatures. This isn’t just an innocent artistic choice; it aligns with a larger trend of anti-Hindu biases, as highlighted in various discussions and analyses, including the links shared.

Bollywood’s portrayal of idol sellers and temple keepers as mere profiteers, when they are shown to be saying "dhanda bandh karwayega kya"—strikes at the heart of our cultural practices. While there may be isolated cases of misuse, this one-dimensional narrative unfairly dismisses the genuine devotion, artistic craftsmanship, and cultural value behind these practices. Such depictions, which ridicule or undermine sacred traditions, seem driven more by the desire to appease non-Hindu audiences and cater to ideological leanings than by any commitment to balanced storytelling.

However, my experience today taught me otherwise. Idol worship is far from being a mere ritual—it is a deeply symbolic act of connecting with the divine. Even more, I found idol sellers, often dismissed as businessmen, to be reservoirs of wisdom. They shared profound insights about life, crises, and spirituality that outshone the understanding of many “educated” individuals. Their humility and grounded perspectives reminded me that wisdom often resides where we least expect it. It’s time to challenge these Bollywood-driven prejudices and reclaim pride in our traditions, recognizing the depth and wisdom they embody. Bollywood's persistent portrayal of Hinduism as backward, idol worshippers as naïve, and temple practices as exploitative is not only misleading but also a deliberate attempt to malign an ancient and profound spiritual tradition. As documented in OpIndia's report of 40 anti-Hindu incidents in 2023 alone, the industry's bias is no longer subtle but overt. Films frequently depict Hindu priests as greedy manipulators, temple rituals as meaningless spectacles, and idol worship as superstition, contributing to a narrative that undermines Hindu culture. This depiction contrasts sharply with Bollywood’s reverence for non-Hindu practices, indicating a glaring double standard. At present in the silver screen of Indian cinema Hinduism, which is inherently pluralistic and inclusive, is often treated as a soft target, while filmmakers hesitate to critique other religions with similar candor. This selective treatment raises questions about whether Bollywood is genuinely invested in fostering harmony or merely pandering to specific audiences for profit and appeasement with passive-aggressive attitude toward Hinduism, particularly its mockery of sacred practices. Idol worship, for example, is reduced to a caricature, dismissing its rich symbolism as a means of connecting with the divine. Moreover, the wisdom of idol sellers and temple caretakers, often underestimated, is overlooked in favor of shallow stereotypes. Nonetheless, I hope my today’s experience have clearly showed you how these individuals often embody deep spiritual understanding, offering insights into life and crises far beyond what is depicted on screen. Not to ignore, as I can recall, the term "Hindu Terrorist" has been first coined by Bollywood industry and at many times it is not rare that to maintain secularism in the story's themes, various Indian movie industries compare and potray Hinduism with other religions on the same scale and intentinally degrade Hinduism to maintain balance and stay poltically correct.

As I reflected, I understood why temples are like laboratories—spaces for spiritual transformation. But outside, in the world, the real work begins. The lessons learned in the temples and people surrounding the temples need to be practiced, teste, and refined in everyday life. The divine is woven into every moment, like the threads of the scarf, not confined to the temple but present in every action.

Time: Afternoon 4:20 PM 

Meeting my Sadhu: A Twist of Fate

It has turned into a quiet afternoon stroll now when through the dense woods near the riverbank that I stumbled upon a figure—a sadhu, deep in meditation. His presence was commanding, yet serene. Intrigued, I approached him. The sadhu, with his long beard and a robe of earth-toned cloth, opened his eyes and greeted me with a calm smile.

"Come, sit," he gestured as if he has read my mind and hence I hesitated for a moment, feeling as though I had just crossed into a realm where time itself slowed. I sat, and the sadhu began to speak about the nature of divine idols, “People call me the Maramia Sadhu”. 

The Nature of Divine Idols

The sadhu, sitting under a massive banyan tree, smiled as I approached. The faint scent of incense filled the air, and his tranquil demeanor seemed to emanate wisdom. He gestured for me to sit beside him, and after a moment of silence, he began:

"Tell me, my child," he said, his voice calm yet penetrating, "is God male or female?"

The unexpected question caught me off guard. Before I could form a coherent response, he chuckled softly. "Do not be embarrassed. Many have asked this question before, not knowing that the question itself reveals how deeply we are entangled in material thought. We are so bound to the physical that we cannot envision the divine beyond forms of flesh. We ask if God is like us—a man or a woman—because we see the divine through the lens of our limitations."

I nodded, intrigued. He continued:

"This world, you see, is created by Maya, the great illusion. Maya gives form to the formless, the tangible to the intangible. But God—Brahman—is beyond Maya. The infinite cannot be contained in finite forms. Thus, Brahman has no body, no shape. As the Upanishad says:

'অঙ্গবিহীনং স্মর জগন্নিধানং।
শ্রোত্রস্য শ্রোত্রং মনসো মনো যদ্বাচোহবাচং বাগাতীতং প্রাণস্য প্রাণং পরং বরেণ্যং।'

"That Brahman, the source of all, has no limbs, no sensory faculties, and is beyond the grasp of mind and speech. It is not a being; it is the essence of all being."

"But then," I asked, "why do we worship God in so many forms—Kali, Durga, Shiva, Vishnu?"

He looked at me with eyes that seemed to peer into my soul. "Ah, now you are truly seeking. Brahman manifests in two ways: Nirguna—formless and beyond attributes—and Saguna—with form and attributes. When Brahman is active in creation, sustenance, and destruction, we see it as Saguna. This is why Kali, the dancing goddess, represents the creative force, while Shiva, lying motionless at her feet, symbolizes Nirguna Brahman—pure and inactive."

Pausing, he gestured to a statue of Ardhanarishvara nearby, a figure half-male and half-female. "This," he said, "symbolizes the unity of Shiva and Shakti, Brahman and its power, the formless and the formed. They are not two but one, just as fire cannot be separated from its burning power."

His words painted vivid images in my mind. I ventured another question. "But if everything is just a reflection of our limited minds, as you said Swami, does it matter how we worship?"

The sadhu smiled warmly, his eyes gleaming with playfulness. "Ah, you’re catching on! Swami Vivekananda once said, 'A cat sees God as a cat, and a cow sees God as a cow.' Funny, isn’t it? We all imagine the divine in forms we can handle, like kids playing with clay and calling it a masterpiece. But guess what? All these forms are just vessels, filled with the same divine juice. So, no devotion is wasted—it’s all about getting closer to the truth. However," he leaned in with a grin, "the real adventure begins when you drop the forms and peek behind the curtain—that’s where you’ll find the formless Brahman."

The sadhu leaned back, stroking his beard. "Hindu dharma is clever like that. It says, ‘Alright, you humans, take your time. If you need forms, here are plenty to choose from.’ But the secret? They’re just stepping stones. When you climb higher, you’ll realize the divine is beyond names, shapes, or labels."

He chuckled, recalling a story. "Sri Ramakrishna had a knack for making things simple. He’d say, ‘Is Kali black? From far away, maybe. But go closer, and she’s colorless, like the sky or the ocean.’ That’s the seeker’s journey—getting closer to see the truth beyond appearances."

With a twinkle in his eye, he recited softly:

"Sadanandamayi Kali, the enchantress of Mahakala,
You dance in bliss, applauding yourself, O Mother.
Primordial, eternal, formless, adorned with moonlight—
When there was no universe, O Mother, where did you get your garland of skulls?"

The sadhu laughed lightly. "A garland of skulls sounds spooky, doesn’t it? But it’s all symbolism! The skulls? Life and death, the eternal cycle. Her sword? It slashes ignorance. Her wild hair? That’s pure, untamed freedom! She’s not just a cosmic force; she’s the ultimate liberator, cutting through all illusions. And that pose on Shiva? It’s like nature dancing on the calm of pure consciousness."

He wagged a finger playfully. "Even Al-Biruni, an 11th-century scholar, marveled at how Indians use these symbols to aim for infinity. These idols aren’t the endgame—they’re like ladders to help you climb beyond the senses into the formless divine."

His tone grew deeper. "Sri Ramakrishna put it perfectly: 'Kali is Brahman, and Brahman is Kali. Stillness is Brahman; action is Kali.’ It’s all one big cosmic dance of opposites—form and formlessness, creation and dissolution. So, my friend, the secret is to embrace this dance and find your rhythm in it!"

Now, he looked at me a quiet smile on his face. "Now, tell me, dear one, how does this resonate with your heart? Do you see Kali not as a mere form but as the eternal rhythm of the universe, dancing within and without?"

I nodded slowly, letting the sadhu's words sink in, their meaning unraveling within your mind. "Yes, Swamiji," I replied, my voice carrying both curiosity and reverence, "I can feel the profound depth in what you’ve said. Kali is not merely a deity but a symbol, an embodiment of cosmic truths. Yet, why is she depicted in such a fearsome form? Doesn’t that frighten people away from understanding her true nature?"

The sadhu smiled, a flicker of humor in his expression. "Ah, my child, fear is but the threshold of understanding. Kali’s fearsome form is not meant to frighten but to shatter illusions. Look closely—her form is terrifying only to those who cling to ignorance. She wears a garland of skulls, yes, but they are the heads of ego, desire, and attachment, which must be severed for liberation. Her dark complexion represents the infinite unknown, the vast void from which all creation emerges."

He continued, "Consider her tongue, protruding as though mocking our worldly preoccupations. It is as if she says, 'Do you think you can bind me with your limited understanding? I am beyond all your concepts and categories.' Her nakedness, her wild hair, her unbound energy—they declare her absolute freedom, her existence untouched by the material world. She frightens not to harm but to awaken. Fear becomes reverence when you realize she is the mother, the protector, the nurturer."

I leaned forward, compelled by his words. "But Swamiji, if she is the mother, why does she stand on Shiva, the supreme consciousness? Doesn’t that imply conflict between matter and spirit?"

The sadhu’s eyes gleamed mischievously as he leaned closer, his voice dropping as if letting me in on a cosmic secret. "Not conflict, my child—complementarity. Prakriti and Purusha, matter and spirit, are like two sides of a coin. Shiva lies still because pure consciousness doesn’t need to move. But Kali? She dances because Shakti is all about action—creation, sustenance, destruction. Without Shiva, Kali would lose her grounding; without Kali, Shiva would remain hidden. Together, they’re the ultimate couple—stillness meeting motion, the perfect rhythm of existence."

He paused, letting the metaphor sink in. "Sri Ramakrishna said it so well: ‘The Divine Mother’s play never ends. As Kali, she creates; as Lakshmi, she preserves; as Saraswati, she nourishes. Beyond all these, she is the eternal Brahman.’ Kali’s dance is life itself—joy and sorrow, birth and death, all spinning together to remind us that everything is temporary, yet everything is divine."

I closed my eyes, picturing Kali—not as terrifying, but as alive and vibrant. "Swamiji," I asked softly, "how can one approach something so vast?"

The sadhu’s face lit up with a kind smile. "Surrender," he said simply. "Lay your ego, fears, and attachments at her feet. See her as your mother, guiding you through every up and down. Worship her form to go beyond it, and remember—she’s not out there; she’s inside you. When you feel her in your breath, your stillness, and your vastness, you’ll know her. Kali isn’t meant to be understood, only experienced."

The fire crackled, its flames dancing like tiny embodiments of Kali’s cosmic rhythm. I felt a mix of awe and clarity. The sadhu, as if sensing my thoughts, added, "Let Kali’s dance guide you, not as something apart, but as the eternal rhythm of your own soul. And remember—she is the darkness that reveals the light."

I ventured hesitantly, “Swamiji, I read in the Chandi Shastra about Chandi’s fierce form, Chamunda, who emerged to defeat the demons Chanda and Munda. Is this transformation symbolic of overcoming the asuras within us?"

He grinned, impressed. "Exactly! Chanda and Munda are like unrestrained desires and ego—basically the chaos inside us. When these rise, the Mother awakens within, fierce and unyielding. Her wrath isn’t scary; it’s the power to cut through ignorance and attachments. Chamunda wields the sword of wisdom, freeing the soul. That’s why we celebrate Deepavali—not just lighting up homes but lighting up our hearts, clearing out the darkness."

Intrigued, I leaned in. “So, Swamiji, is this Kundalini Shakti the same energy as Durga?”

His eyes twinkled. “Exactly! Durga is Shakti—your inner powerhouse, currently snoozing at the base of your spine. Wake her up, and she’ll rise, smashing obstacles like Mahishasura as she goes. That’s why we call her Durgatinashini—she who removes obstacles. And the lights of Deepanvita Utsav? They’re not just for your house; they’re for your soul, celebrating the victory of clarity over chaos.”

The imagery left me silent for a moment. Softly, I began to recite a song:
"Amar Shyama Maayer kole chho’re jopi ami Shyamer naam..."

The sadhu joined me, his voice warm. “Ah, yes. Shyama and Shyam—Kali and Krishna, Shakti and Shiva. Their union is the ultimate symphony, my child. Like the strings of a dotara, they create the music of existence. This is Tantra’s Advaita—the inseparable dance of opposites.”

Emboldened, I asked, “Swamiji, Tantra sees the universe as divine play, but Vedanta calls it maya. How do we reconcile this?”

His laugh was light, yet his eyes brimmed with wisdom. “Reconcile? They’re two perspectives of the same truth. Vedanta calls the world maya, an illusion arising from ignorance. Tantra? It sees this world as Shakti’s playground, the divine in motion. Sri Ramakrishna put it perfectly: ‘The golden apple—the skin, pulp, and seeds—is Brahman.’ Shiva is the still core, Shakti is the dynamic energy, and together, they are the whole.”

I nodded, clarity dawning. The sadhu added, “In Tantra, creation denatures through Prakasha and Vimarsha—the light of Shiva and the reflection of Shakti. When she rests, he is unmanifest. When she moves, creation dances into existence. Vedanta’s nirguna and saguna Brahman? Same idea, child. Two ways of saying the divine is both beyond form and within it.”

As the fire in front of me crackled into embers, I felt a profound shift within—a sense of interconnectedness between the cosmic and the personal. The sadhu gazed into the dying flames, his words resonating like a mantra: “See the world not as separate but as divine. Whether you call it maya or Shakti, it is all a play of the same infinite reality. And remember—within you dances Kali, who reminds you of this eternal truth.”

Me: Maharaj, I’ve been reading about Tantra and its adoption of the 24 tattvas from Samkhya philosophy, along with 12 additional ones. Can you explain this in a bit more detail?

Sadhu (smiling): Ah, diving straight into the tattvas, are we? You’re brave! The Samkhya system’s 24 tattvas are like the groundwork—think of them as the universe’s nuts and bolts. Tantra says, “Nice start, Samkhya, but let me expand on that.” So, Tantra, especially Shaiva philosophy, adds 12 more tattvas, making a total of 36. It’s like upgrading from a basic chemistry toolkit to a cosmic master set!

We divide these tattvas into three neat boxes:

1. Five pure tattvas – the cosmic VIPs, the building blocks.

2. Seven semi-pure tattvas – a little mixed, bridging spirit and matter.

3. 24 impure tattvas – these are the Samkhya gang, covering the physical and mental universe.

The pure tattvas include Shiva, Shakti, Nada, Bindu, and Shuddha Vidya. Now, here’s the juicy part: Shiva and Shakti. Imagine them as inseparable dance partners—Shiva is the stillness, the pause, while Shakti is the spin and the swirl. They’re the ultimate cosmic duo!

Me: Interesting. But what about Nada and Bindu? It is new for me..

Sadhu (grinning): Ah, Nada and Bindu—sounds like the names of a quirky band, doesn’t it? Nada is the primordial sound, the hum that births creation, and Bindu is the spark, the seed. Picture a mustard seed: the husk is the container, the spark inside is Bindu, and from it sprouts life itself. The whole cosmos, right there in a tiny seed!

Me: And Kali? She represents these creative and destructive forces, right?

Sadhu (raising an eyebrow): Kali? Oh, she’s not just a goddess; she’s the cosmic CEO of transformation! In Tantra, Kali is Brahman’s first active form. She’s the alpha and the omega, the creator and the annihilator. Shiva? He’s chilling in meditative stillness. But Kali? She’s out there getting things done.

Think of her as the force behind the cosmic rhythm—birth, sustenance, destruction. She’s the fire, Shiva is the heat, and together they’re inseparable. It’s like Ramakrishna said: fire can’t exist without its burning power.

Me: So, when we talk about Kali or Durga, we’re really talking about the active power of the universe?

Sadhu (with a playful twinkle): Exactly! Durga, Kali, Bhadrakali—they’re all the same dynamic energy. In the Mahabharata, Krishna tells Arjuna to chant Durga’s names before battle, pointing to this energy. The universe dances to Kali’s rhythm—creation, preservation, dissolution.

When you meditate on Kali, you’re not just invoking destruction. You’re tapping into the ultimate creative and transformative force. She’s the drumbeat of the cosmos, the dance of the gunas—Sattva, Rajas, Tamas. And when you truly get it, you’ll see her not as terrifying but as the mother of all wisdom.

So, my friend, ready to dance to Kali’s cosmic beat?

The first teachings about Kali's role in creation come from the Shaiva perspective, where she is considered the first active manifestation of the divine energy that enables the world to come into being. Shiva, in his passive form, cannot create or destroy without Shakti, just as the fire and its burning power are inseparable.

Me: So, when we speak of Kali, we are essentially talking about the active, creative, and destructive power of the universe? And this also connects to the idea that Brahman and Shakti are inseparable?

Sadhu (with a glint in his eye): Ah, you’ve hit upon a juicy topic—Brahman and Shakti! They’re like fire and its burning power—inseparable. You can’t have one without the other. If you accept fire, you accept its ability to burn. Similarly, if you acknowledge Brahman, you must also embrace Shakti, its active form. Together, they create, sustain, and dissolve the universe, dancing in perfect unity.

Kali, my dear, is Shakti in her boldest avatar. She’s formless yet dynamic, destruction yet creation. When we meditate on her, we’re not just pondering a goddess of chaos—we’re tapping into the primal energy that moves everything. As the scriptures say: "I am Brahman, the essence of nature and spirit," reminding us that creation and destruction are simply two sides of the same coin.

Now, let’s tie this to the three gunas—Sattva (balance), Rajas (activity), and Tamas (inertia). Kali’s dance? That’s the cosmic rhythm of these forces in motion. She’s both the storm and the calm after it.

Me (curious): Maharaj, this reminds me of Sri Ramakrishna’s words about Brahman and Shakti being one, just appearing differently depending on their action:

"Adyashakti Leelamayi creates, sustains, and destroys the universe. When inactive, she is Brahman; when active, she is Kali. Same essence, different names."

And didn’t Krishna advise Arjuna in the Mahabharata to worship Durga for victory?

Sadhu (nodding with a grin): Spot on! Sri Ramakrishna’s words nail it. Brahman is both Nirguna (formless) and Saguna (with form), and Shakti is how we experience that dynamic aspect. Whether as Kali, Durga, or Bhadrakali, it’s all the same reality playing dress-up.

Krishna’s advice to Arjuna? Classic! By chanting Durga’s names, Arjuna aligned with that divine energy of creation and transformation. Kali, Durga—these are not just destroyers; they’re creators, nurturers, and transformers. When the universe rests, we see Brahman as stillness. But when Shakti stirs, we see the vibrant dance of life.

So, here’s your takeaway: meditate on Kali, and you’ll glimpse not just destruction but the boundless creativity of the cosmos. Ready to see the universe in a new light?

Me: So, when we understand Kali, are we embracing creation, preservation, and destruction as parts of the cosmic cycle?

Sadhu (grinning): Oh, absolutely! Kali is like the ultimate chemical reaction—breaking bonds, forming new ones, and keeping the whole system dynamic. Think of her as the catalyst in the grand experiment of the universe. Destruction? That’s her breaking down old compounds. Preservation? She’s stabilizing the elements. Creation? Voilà, new molecules emerge!

She’s Mahamaya too, the great illusion. She makes this universe look like a stable structure, but don’t let her fool you—it’s all transient, like those unstable isotopes. And yet, she’s also the truth, the eternal energy at the heart of it all.

Me: The way you describe her dual nature is fascinating. It reminds me of the different forms you mentioned—Durga, Kali, and Brahmmayī. Could you explain their roles more?

Sadhu (leaning forward, eyes twinkling): Oh, this is where it gets fun! Let’s dive deeper into the cosmic chemistry lab:

• Mahamaya (The Great Illusion): She’s the quantum physicist, spinning particles and waves into a reality that feels solid but isn’t. She’s the energy binding us to the material world, making it all seem permanent—until we realize it’s all just borrowed electrons.

• Durga: The warrior molecule! She’s like an enzyme that targets harmful radicals, clearing away toxins and ensuring the reaction moves toward liberation.

• Kali: Ah, the powerful oxidizer! Her destruction isn’t chaos—it’s transformation. Like combustion turning wood into heat and ash, she clears the path for something fresh and vibrant.

• Jagadhatri: The universal nurturer. She’s the hydrogen bond—essential for life, holding everything together with her quiet strength and compassion. Without her, the system would collapse.

Every form is just a different expression of Shakti’s cosmic energy. Together, they show us the incredible balance of forces at work in this universal equation.

Me: So, each form represents how divine energy interacts with the world and guides us through life’s phases?

Sadhu (laughing): Exactly! It’s like the periodic table—different elements, same fundamental energy. By meditating on these forms, we align with the divine chemistry of existence.

This is Tantra at its finest—realizing that whether it’s Kali breaking bonds or Jagadhatri nurturing the system, it’s all one energy. The universe isn’t a finished product; it’s an ongoing reaction. And the best part? You’re part of it. Now, are you ready to experiment or just watch from the sidelines?

The Sadhu adjusted his shawl, eyes twinkling as he began:

"Listen, my child, Kali is like the ultimate chemist of the universe—both a reactor and a creator. She consumes existence like oxygen fueling combustion, only to regenerate it through a new reaction. Destruction and creation aren’t opposites—they’re interdependent, part of an eternal cycle. Without breaking old bonds, how will new molecules form? That’s her cosmic dance—dynamic, relentless, and strangely beautiful."

He leaned forward, his voice taking on a teasing tone. "You know, the universe itself is like a massive chemical equation governed by three gunas—sattva (balance), rajas (activity), and tamas (inertia). These forces keep us bound, like an electron trapped in an atom’s orbit. But Kali, oh, she’s tamas—chaotic yet essential. Without inertia, how do you stabilize energy? She’s the dark matter of spirituality—unseen but fundamental."

He paused, giving me a mischievous look. "When Sri Ramakrishna was asked why Kali is black, he said it’s like the ocean—blue from a distance but colorless up close. Chemistry agrees! What looks black absorbs everything. Kali, too, absorbs all dualities—creation, destruction, joy, sorrow—making her the ultimate unifying force."

With a playful grin, he continued, "Think of Kali and Brahman as fire and its heat—inseparable. Kali is the active energy, the heat radiating out, while Brahman is the fire itself. When her grace removes the 'veil'—like revealing the true composition of a compound—we realize, 'I am Kali, and Kali is I.' It’s not philosophy; it’s molecular truth!"

Seeing my overwhelmed expression, he chuckled and softened his tone. "Here’s the ultimate secret, dear—Kali isn’t just the destroyer or creator. She’s the liberator, the force guiding you to transcend life’s dualities, like an atom breaking free from a stable yet limiting bond. Her dance is the chemistry of liberation. The moment you see this, everything changes."

I offered him some samosa and jalebi from my bag, rubbing my head as the intensity of his words settled. The Sadhu laughed, pointing at the snacks. "See? Even these are chemistry—transformations of elements into taste and delight. Everything, my dear, is Kali’s alchemy."

His playful wisdom left me in awe, as if I’d glimpsed the very formula of existence.

Me: Swamiji, your insights are profound, but I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed. Can you connect these ideas to modern thinkers or concepts to help me understand better?

Sadhu (grinning and taking bites of samosa and jalebi): Ah, a modern twist, is it? Let’s take an extreme controversial example of Raja Ram Mohan Roy. He founded it in 1828, not as a religion, but a reform movement rooted in Vedanta's principle: Ekam Evadvitiyam—"One reality, without a second."

Me: I’ve heard of Ram Mohan Roy, but how does this fit into what we’ve been discussing?

Sadhu (with a samosa in hand): "Imagine the duality—formless Brahman and manifest forms of God. Ram Mohan Roy embraced both. He leaned toward the formless yet valued forms as tools to connect with the divine—like intermediaries in a chemical reaction, transient but essential."

Me: "So, he emphasized the formless but didn’t reject idols?"

Sadhu: "Exactly! His Brahma Sangeet reflects this balance—celebrating the divine’s formless nature while honoring its relatable aspect. It’s like quantum physics: particles and waves, tangible yet intangible. He taught that the infinite divine is beyond attributes yet intimately within us. Experience, not intellect, matters most."

Me: "He bridged ancient wisdom with modern rationality?"

Sadhu: "Precisely! Like in chemistry, where states transition based on perception, he blended Vedantic philosophy with a modern twist. His views resonate with the Upanishads, such as the Shvetashvatara, which describes Brahman as ‘beyond form yet encompassing all forms.’ He saw deities as expressions of Brahman, a unifying idea."

Me: "So, he promoted unity in religious thought?"

Sadhu (playfully): "Yes! Rammohun’s Brahmasangeet unites devotion and reason, showing that all religions aim at the same truth. His ideas harmonize bhakti (devotion) and jnana (wisdom), teaching us to embrace divine unity within diversity.And now, my dear, what’s stopping you from singing your own song of this unity? Or are you still stuck in duality?”

As I listened to the Sadhu, a sudden realization struck my mind. How could an aesthetic, so deeply versed in spiritual philosophy, be so well-versed in the teachings of the contemporary world too? His grasp of not just the ancient scriptures but also modern thought made me believe that he must be no ordinary person. He had an intellectual depth that surpassed my imagination. At that moment, a quiet thought echoed in my mind: This man must be my Guru, the one I had been searching for throughout my life. However, I kept this secret to myself, knowing that I had more questions to ask him.

I had always been curious about the teachings of Lord Buddha, particularly about the concept of divinity in Buddhism, where no God—neither in form nor formless—is accepted. I decided to voice this question to him.

Me: “Guruji, I’ve heard so much about Buddha and Buddhism. But how can a system reject the idea of God—neither form nor formless? Where does divinity stand in such teachings?”

Sadhu: “Ah, my dear seeker, a question like that is like striking flint to spark the fire of thought! Let me take you on a fun ride through some divine chemistry—where the formless becomes form and Buddha’s wisdom brings a whole new element into the mix! Ready? Let’s experiment.

First, let’s break down God. In our tradition, the divine is amurt, formless, like pure energy—no shape, no boundary. But this energy doesn’t just hang around in some cosmic lab doing nothing. When the time comes, it crystallizes into a form—what we call an Avatar. Think of it like ice from water: Ram, Krishna, Buddha, Chaitanya, Ramakrishna—they’re all this divine “water” solidifying at the right moment to guide humanity. They arrive, do their alchemy of truth and love, then melt back into the formless. Pretty cool, right?

Now here’s the fun part: this form-taking isn’t ordinary. It’s not bound by birth or death like us mortals. The divine uses Yogamaya—think of it as cosmic 3D printing, shaping the divine essence using earth, water, fire, air, and ether. This is chemistry on a divine scale!

The Lord’s attributes are like the periodic table of divinity, with six key “elements”:

1. Aishwarya (power) – He’s got the might to create, sustain, and dissolve.

2. Virya (strength) – Physical, mental, and spiritual. Triple threat!

3. Yasha (fame) – Not Instagram likes, but eternal virtue and spiritual legacy.

4. Shri (beauty) – Beyond the physical; it’s in His actions, character, and presence.

5. Jnana (knowledge) – Universal wisdom. Knows the game and the rules.

6. Vairagya (renunciation) – Detached even from His own power. Now that’s self-control!

Any being perfect in these six is called Bhagavan. And guess what? These qualities go beyond the physical; they shine in the spirit, like an eternal flame.

Now, let’s stir Buddha into this pot. He didn’t talk about God in the way we usually do—no personal or impersonal deity. Instead, he pointed us inward. His teachings focus on awakening, liberation, and Nirvana—the ultimate state of peace. No forms, no rituals—just the science of ending suffering.

But don’t think for a second that Buddhism denies divinity. Buddha is revered as a Bodhisattva—an enlightened being brimming with compassion and wisdom. He’s like the formless divine in action, showing us that we don’t need an external God to connect with the sacred. The temple is within you, my friend!

Think of it this way: while traditional paths light the lamp of devotion to a deity, Buddha hands you the matchstick to ignite your own inner flame. His wisdom teaches that divinity isn’t “out there”; it’s in every moment of peace, compassion, and self-realization.

So, dear one, Buddha didn’t reject God. He simply flipped the equation. Instead of seeking divinity outside, he showed us how to solve for ‘x’ within. Isn’t that an advanced formula worth pondering?”

Me: "Guruji, is it true Lord Buddha is a divine incarnation, but His way of expressing divinity is different from what we see in Hinduism?"

Sadhu: "Ah, my curious one, you’re onto something! Picture this: Hindu Avatars, like Krishna or Rama, are like chefs bringing a divine feast to the table, each with their unique flavor. Buddha? He’s more like a master gardener, showing you how to grow the divine fruit yourself. Different methods, same truth—liberation. It’s all part of this cosmic menu!"

Me: "Fascinating! But, Guruji, are Rama and Krishna the same divine form or distinct manifestations?"

Sadhu: "Ha! A fine question—like asking if a river and an ocean are the same. Rama is the calm river, flowing with righteousness and discipline, the embodiment of dharma. Krishna, though, is the playful ocean, deep and vast, teaching love, wisdom, and transcendence. Both come from the same source, Vishnu, but each with a unique purpose and personality. Rama showed us the ideal life; Krishna added a divine jazz to existence, giving us the Gita and a whole lot of Leela (play). Similar? Yes. The same? Not quite. Think of them as two unique songs from the same eternal musician."

Me: "Guruji, if these divine forms come and go, does that mean even they face death like us?"

Sadhu: "Oh, my dear, don’t reduce the divine to our level—it's like thinking the sun sets when it just moves beyond our sight. These Avatars don’t die; they simply ‘log out’ of the human form once their divine mission is complete. Think of it like advanced chemistry: they dissolve back into their original formless state, not as death but as a return to infinity. Krishna didn’t die; He ended His Leela, just like Thakur Ramakrishna. The divine is eternal, unchanging, and beyond the tiny frame of birth and death.

"But here’s the kicker—do we recognize this eternity in ourselves? Or are we too busy with our own costume party of identities? Think about it. The divine play isn’t just theirs; it’s ours too. Now tell me—are you a spectator, or are you ready to join the game?"

Me [speechless but filled with wonder]: "So, Guruji, when we say that an incarnation like Buddha or Krishna left the world, it doesn’t mean they truly ‘died,’ it simply means they have gone back to their formless state after fulfilling their purpose?"

Sadhu: "Ah, my dear seeker, you've stumbled upon some deep waters! But don’t worry, we’ll make this exploration both fun and enlightening—like mixing the perfect chemical reaction that creates a spark of understanding. So, let’s start with the Buddha. Picture him not as a statue or a title, but as a profound alchemist of the soul. He didn’t arrive to be worshipped as a deity but to teach us to transform our suffering into wisdom. His chemistry wasn’t about formulas but about breaking down the ego, distilling compassion, and catalyzing self-realization."

Me: "So, Guruji, Buddha isn’t bound by the Avatara concept we see in Hinduism, like Krishna or Rama?"

Sadhu: "Exactly! Think of it this way: in Hinduism, Avataras like Krishna are like specific elements, each with distinct properties—Rama, for example, is the noble gas, stable and righteous, while Krishna is the catalyst, sparking joy and devotion. Buddha, however, is like pure energy, challenging us to realize that divinity is not a compound to be found outside but an essence already within us. Same truth, different experiment!"

Me: "Fascinating! But Guruji, people often say Rama and Krishna are the same. Are they really just different forms of one divine element?"

Sadhu: "Ah, now you’re asking the advanced questions! Let’s stretch our minds a bit. Imagine Rama as the formula for order and structure, maintaining the equilibrium of dharma. Krishna, on the other hand, is the wild scientist—he breaks the rules to show us the bigger picture. Rama’s dharma is a straight path, like a perfectly balanced equation. Krishna’s leela is like quantum physics—seemingly chaotic but revealing deeper harmony. Both come from the same source, but their purposes are uniquely tailored to humanity’s needs at different times. It’s not about sameness—it’s about perspective and purpose."

Me: "But then why do these divine forms leave the world after their purpose is served? Doesn’t that make them subject to mortality like us?"

Sadhu: "Ah, clever question! But think of it like this: when Krishna or Rama 'leaves,' it’s like a gas returning to its natural state after completing its reaction. The divine isn’t confined to the body—it’s formless, infinite, like energy that transforms but never disappears. Remember, they don’t 'die'—they withdraw, leaving their teachings and impact like a catalyst that keeps working long after the reaction ends. The trick is to not cling to the vessel; the divine is the essence, not the container."

Me: "Guruji, I see your point. But what about Buddha’s teachings? Over time, people turned him into a divine figure, but didn’t that contradict his message of transcending attachments and identities?"

Sadhu: "Oh, you’ve hit the jackpot of paradoxes! Let me explain with a twist. Buddha was like a master chemist who refused to patent his formula. He taught that anyone could recreate the elixir of enlightenment if they followed the process. But humans, being humans, couldn’t resist labeling him as the sole inventor. It’s like seeing Einstein as just a celebrity instead of engaging with the brilliance of his theories. Buddha wasn’t about rejecting divinity but about dissolving the labels we cling to—whether ‘god,’ ‘man,’ or even ‘self.’"

Me: "It’s ironic, isn’t it? The spiritual profundity gets institutionalized and diluted."

Sadhu: "Exactly! Think of it as diluting concentrated acid. The purity might be reduced, but the essence remains if you know how to extract it. Buddha’s silence on the soul wasn’t a denial—it was an invitation to experiment and discover the truth yourself. And this is where chemistry meets spirituality: the formulas guide us, but the real magic happens in the lab of our hearts and minds. Buddha, Rama, Krishna—they are all elements of the same periodic table of divinity, each showing us a unique reaction to reach the same eternal truth."

Me: "Guruji, you’ve opened my eyes in so many ways today. I’ll remember your playful chemistry of wisdom!"

Sadhu: "Good! And remember, my little alchemist, never stop experimenting. The divine truth is infinite, and every question you ask is another molecule in your journey toward liberation. Keep mixing, keep questioning—and don’t forget to enjoy the explosions of realization along the way!"

Me: "Exactly, Swami. It's fascinating how Buddha's transformation from an enlightened teacher to an Avatara reflects the dynamics of his era. But doesn’t this shift dilute his core message?"

Sadhu (grinning): "Ah, you're poking at the cosmic play now, aren't you? Let me ask you this: if I dressed as a king to teach you chemistry, would it change the formula for water? Same thing! These incarnations—Buddha, Krishna, Rama—they came to show us the formula for spiritual realization. But humans, oh, we love grand labels! Makes the teachings feel... shinier, don't you think?"

Me (laughing): "True, Swami, but doesn’t that ‘shininess’ sometimes obscure their essence?"

Sadhu: "Touché! But consider this: the divine adapts to human needs. People crave symbols—stories, idols, forms. They make the infinite relatable. Buddha didn’t call himself a god, but when his wisdom lit the path to liberation, humans couldn’t resist sculpting him into one. Can you blame them? It’s like wrapping advanced chemistry in a fun experiment—makes it easier to grasp."

Me: "Hmm, so these forms are like teaching tools?"

Sadhu (playfully): "Exactly! But beware—not every tool is the truth. Buddha, Krishna—they didn’t come to be worshipped but to ignite the divine spark within us. You see, spirituality isn’t about building temples but about realizing you are the temple. Swami Vivekananda said it best: ‘The divinity manifest in one is manifest in all.’ Now chew on that while I blow your mind with some Upanishadic chemistry!"

Me (intrigued): "Upanishadic chemistry? Please, Swami, enlighten me."

Sadhu: "Brace yourself. The Brihadaranyaka Upanishad says Brahman—the ultimate reality—is both manifest (murti) and unmanifest (amurti):

‘Two forms of Brahman: manifest and unmanifest, mortal and immortal, stable and moving.’
Now think of it as states of matter: solid idols are like ice—tangible, relatable. The formless divine? That’s like vapor—ethereal, harder to grasp but no less real. Both are H2O, my friend—just in different states!"

Me: "Wow, Swami. So, idols and the formless divine are just different expressions of the same essence?"

Sadhu (clapping): "Bingo! The Agni Purana even lists seven materials for idols—clay, wood, stone, metal, gems, flowers, and fragrances. Each has unique vibrations. Stone is sturdy like the eternal; clay connects us to Earth. It’s not just chemistry—it’s cosmic design!"

Me: "And these idols... are they truly divine?"

Sadhu (winking): "Divine? Let’s say they’re like wires. By themselves, they’re lifeless. But connect them to the current of intention, purity, and ritual, and voilà—they conduct spiritual energy! When you understand this, you see idols not as objects but as mirrors reflecting the infinite. The form is a doorway to the formless."

Me (awed): "That’s profound, Swami. So, the duality of form and formlessness is actually unity?"

Sadhu (grinning): "Ah, now you’re cooking! Both form and formlessness dance together like elements in a compound. Rajanikant Sen put it beautifully in his hymn:
‘You, formless and with form, kind and fearsome—O Hari! What do I know? Why must I ponder this?’
Stop analyzing the divine like a lab report. Just experience it! Form or formless—it’s all God playing hide-and-seek with us."

Me (smiling): "So, the journey is not about worshipping the form but realizing the essence?"

Sadhu (leaning in): "Exactly. And remember, just like in advanced chemistry, the deeper truths aren’t always visible to the naked eye. But once you grasp them, you’ll see the divine everywhere. Now go, my young alchemist—seek, question, and transform yourself."

Now his teachings delved deeper into the significance of the materials used to create idols. The sadhu began explaining the variety of divine forms, each made from different substances, emphasizing the profound symbolism behind their creation.

The sadhu adjusted his seat under the banyan tree and smiled. “Let’s proceed my curious friend,” he began, his voice playful yet profound. “The divine universe operates like a perfect chemical reaction—balanced, harmonious, and deeply interconnected. Did you know the scriptures classify idols into seven types, each like a molecular compound with its own unique properties? These are clay (mrinnmoyee), wood (darumoyee), metal (loh-moyee), gems (ratnamoyee), stone (shail-moyee), fragrant substances (gandhamoyee), and flowers (kusummoyee). Now, let me tell you why clay, flowers, and fragrances are the catalysts in this divine reaction—they speed up the fulfillment of desires.”

“Catalysts?” I asked, intrigued.

“Yes!” He grinned. “Think of clay, flowers, and fragrances as enzymes in a biochemical reaction. They lower the activation energy for divine blessings. The electrons in their atomic structures vibrate in harmony with natural energies, making them ideal for transmitting divinity. Flowers, for instance, release volatile organic compounds (VOCs)—complex molecules like terpenes and esters—that create an aromatic aura. These VOCs interact with your olfactory receptors, triggering neural pathways that elevate your state of mind. Advanced neurochemistry!”

I raised an eyebrow. “So why do scriptures emphasize flowers and fragrances for worship?”

“Ah, great question!” He clapped, clearly enjoying the discussion. “It’s all about molecular connections! Fragrance originates from the soil, which is rich in organic matter—think of humic acids and decomposed biomolecules. Flowers grow from trees, which store energy through photosynthesis. Without trees absorbing photons and converting them into glucose (C₆H₁₂O₆), flowers wouldn’t exist. This interdependence mirrors the divine balance. Even the Shreemad Bhagavatam speaks of this harmony. Worshipping with flowers and fragrances is like tuning into nature’s resonance frequency—maximum energy transfer with minimal effort!”

I nodded, absorbing the layers of meaning. “And the other materials like gold and gems?”

“Ah, you’re diving deep now!” The sadhu’s eyes twinkled. “Each material used for idols represents a specific type of bond or interaction. Gold, for example, is malleable and conducts energy efficiently, symbolizing abundance and connectivity. Gems, with their crystalline lattices, refract light and symbolize the dispersion of divine energy. Stone, being dense and stable, represents permanence, while wood signifies organic life and transformation. These materials are like different states of matter—solid, liquid, gaseous—each representing a unique phase of divine energy.”

“That’s fascinating,” I said. “But what’s the chemistry of sacred places mentioned in the texts?”

“Ah, let’s bring in the Kularnava Tantra!” he said, pointing to the ground as if revealing a secret formula. “Think of the ten worship places as functional groups in organic chemistry—they define the reactivity of the divine form. For instance, the linga is like a covalent bond—strong and stable, representing Shiva’s energy. The sthandila (altar) is like a catalyst surface where spiritual reactions occur. Sacred ash (bhasma) is carbon-based, reminding us of the cyclic nature of life, like the carbon cycle- Holy water (ambhu) acts as a universal solvent, just like water in chemical reactions, dissolving impurities and facilitating divine interactions.”

I couldn’t help but laugh. “You’re making worship sound like an advanced chemistry lab!”

“Exactly!” he said, laughing along. “Worship is a spiritual redox reaction. The devotee gives electrons—faith, devotion, and offerings—while the divine oxidizes these into blessings and enlightenment. The equation is beautifully balanced, my friend. The materials, rituals, and sacred places are just tools to guide this energy flow. It’s all chemistry at the cosmic scale!”

I sat there, marveling at the metaphor. The sadhu leaned closer. “Remember,” he said with a wink, “just as molecules bond to create something greater, our connection to the divine transforms us. The divine isn’t outside—it’s within you, vibrating like electrons in quantum superposition. Worship is merely the process of collapsing the wavefunction into realization.”

As I reflected on his words, the connection between space, place, and divine manifestation started to unfold. But there was more.

The sadhu adjusted his seat, a mischievous twinkle in his eye. “Let me teach you some chemistry, my friend—but with a divine twist,” he said, gesturing toward the earth beneath us. “Take clay idols, for instance—mrinnmoyee. They’re not just mud; they’re conduits for divine energy. Worship them with a pure heart, and your prayers are answered quickly, just like a catalyst speeds up a reaction. Remember King Surath and the merchant Samadhi? They built a clay idol, prayed, and the Goddess Durga appeared to fulfill their wishes. Simple yet profound.”

He quoted the Shri Chandi:

"Standing by the riverbank, they meditated with devotion, creating a clay idol of the Goddess. Pleased, She manifested before them."

I marveled at the idea. “So clay idols are special because they connect the material and divine worlds?”

The sadhu grinned. “Exactly! Even today, in Durga Puja, we continue this tradition. Clay is humble, natural, and directly tied to the earth. But don’t stop there. Worship involves other materials too—wood, metals, stones. The Shukla Yajurveda even speaks of using stone, gold, and wood in rituals. These materials aren’t just symbolic; they carry divine resonance, linking the physical and spiritual worlds.”

He leaned closer. “Take the darubrahma idols, like Jagannath in Puri. Neem wood, carefully chosen, is infused with divine energy during rituals. Metals, like ashtadhatu, are prized for their endurance and beauty. Whether it’s clay or gold, each material tells a story of interconnectedness between creation and divinity.”

I pondered this and asked, “Baba, why do some temples feel more powerful than others? Isn’t the same God present everywhere?”

The sadhu chuckled. “Ah, but what is a temple? Is it just a building or the idol within? No, my friend. God is formless, omnipresent. The idol is a medium—a symbol. Through consecration (pran pratishta), we imbue the idol with divine energy, creating a focal point for devotion. It’s not the structure or the stone; it’s your faith that transforms it into a sanctuary.”

He paused and smiled slyly. “The Bauls sing, ‘If you wish to hold the unspoken, hold the feet of the one who speaks.’ The mystery lies in devotion, not in the material.”

Me: "Why do people believe some temples are more 'powerful' than others?"

Sadhu (chuckling): "Ah, young one! A temple isn’t just a building—it’s like divine Wi-Fi, where energy builds up over time. Great sages meditating and collective faith are like charging a spiritual battery for centuries."

Me: "So, the power isn’t in the idol but the energy built around it?"

Sadhu: "Exactly! The idol is a conductor, but the energy comes from devotion, meditation, and belief. Like in chemistry, sages are catalysts, and prayers are reagents, creating a potent spiritual 'reaction.'"

Me: "Why do some temples feel more alive?"

Sadhu: "Some have higher 'activation energy.' Deep meditation by sages and persistent faith amplify the divine resonance. Think of it as divine chemistry—structured, powerful, and accessible."

Me: "And healing? Is it faith or remedies?"

Sadhu: "Both! Nature is like a divine periodic table. Plants and elements have properties. Add faith and mantra, and it’s advanced spiritual biochemistry."

Me: "So, it’s not magic?"

Sadhu: "No magic—just energy, intention, and alignment with nature. Faith is the key ingredient."
Me: "It’s like science and spirituality blending perfectly."

Sadhu (grinning): "Exactly! Keep questioning and experimenting—that’s how wisdom grows!"

Me: "Fascinating! But what about you? Do sages like you use this energy to heal people?"

Sadhu (laughing): "Ah, caught me, did you? Yes, I’ve dabbled. Imagine me as a wandering scientist who stumbled upon a natural lab in the forest. Herbs whispered their secrets to me—not literally, of course! But when you meditate deeply, the world reveals patterns. I found plants with 'formulas' to heal. No textbooks, just intuition and observation, like nature’s own periodic table."

Me: "So, you didn’t study it conventionally?"

Sadhu: "Not exactly. It’s like quantum chemistry—unseen, but you know it’s there. Intuition guided me. The energy of plants, combined with the purity of intention, creates the cure. Healing isn’t just physical; it’s aligning energy fields. Science, but with a divine twist."

Me: "And you didn’t charge for this?"

Sadhu (mock-offended): "Charge? That’s like patenting sunlight! The moment you profit, the reaction stops—poof! Corrupted energy, like contamination in a lab. I’d ask people to donate to the temple instead. Keep the flow pure, and the energy thrives."

Me: "So, healing is as much about intention as the remedy?"

Sadhu: "Bingo! Healing is like a balanced equation—pure intention on one side, sincere faith on the other. If either falters, the equation collapses. That’s why I teach people to heal themselves, to carry on the process without greed. Divine chemistry works only in selfless hands."

Me: "And this builds faith in the temple, doesn’t it?"

Sadhu: "Ah, now you’re thinking like a scientist! Yes, every healed soul adds a molecule to the temple’s growing energy field. Faith compounds over time, creating a powerful spiritual resonance. It’s collective consciousness at work, like a giant cosmic formula—humans + devotion = divine energy."

Me: "So, temples are like living reactors, fueled by faith?"

Sadhu (beaming): "Precisely! It’s not the bricks, the idol, or even the sage. It’s the merging of faith, devotion, and divine energy—like electrons jumping energy levels to reach enlightenment. And the more people who believe, the brighter the reaction glows."

His playful wisdom made everything clearer, as if he’d turned my thoughts into a periodic table of divine insights. Curious, I silently wondered what this enigmatic "chemist-sage" might be called.

... To be continued

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